DCMOI

You will always be "you" no matter what you have become. I woke up and posted the status that says "I don't become sad and/or mad when my hardwork is not paying off or when I'm not their first choice or priority and/or when I'm disregarded. Importantly I'm not disappointing myself by making great things happen which I wanted to experienced. The thoughts doesn't make me sad or mad either. Maybe, just maybe.. it's self-fulfilling" It was a quite long status so say "amen" to that. I missed writing lengthy rants. I ultra missed it (though no one read them). I stopped the habit of making my contemplations into words because I found it detriment

Open your mouth if only what you're going to say is beautiful. That is the philosophy I had grew up with and never thought I would give up. I can't really tell if it was developed through such addictions I cannot live without but I was grateful that I became isolated due to it and have been protected by this philosophy. I used to be an addict and I had lost interest in the society. I'd rather ditch all of the University or extra-curricular activities and had thousands of sanctions before signing of clearances for exams than to be out with threatening people. That would be the hardest! Forcing yourself to be with people that would give you f

"Open your mouth only if what you are going to say is more beautiful than silence" You have no idea how closely I wrapped myself around your heart. If you think we're different 'cause we are living in different worlds; Well we're not because we're living in a world of the same sky where the same sun rises and sets. This frail mind-set affects my posture everytime I am with a person of a crimson mouth like you. This secretly cruel mouth tries perfectly to speak kind words to ride-in to your hyped mind. Your brusque yet whimsical points creates an instant positive atmosphere that surrounds my body and eventually ignites more the sardonici